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Sometimes, I think I could have a better life if I move far away, letting all behind. Yeah, I'm pathetic. I just feel alone a lot of the time. I feel that no one really likes me. I feel that I "come in the pack", if you know what I mean. I lost the contact with many of my old friends, dunno why. I usually blame myself for that and I tried so hard to fix the situation, but they didn't do anything, so I gave up. I used to feel loved, surrounded by friends who constantly cared for me, but not now. I just wanna disappear from here, live away from all this shit, but I can't, 'cause I'm afraid to the loneliness, to suffer again. So I just live my life desiring a sudden change.